Hey guys :))
Sorry for not posting for so long, but I stood in vacations for 3 weeks.
We were in spain... My grandma and other family members live there 
and we had a wonderful time with them. Also oneof them got a baby 
and he is soooo cute :))) I love this baby soooo much, he is a sunshine :)
We stood on the beach for two and a half week and 4 days in Madrid 
where my grandma lives. On the beach I had a lot of time to think, think
about my life and so on.. I know this sounds a little weird but so it is,
and no, I am not depressive :D

But now I am happy to be at home, because here are my friends and so on.
Here I have my wonderful bed and it's not so boring like in spain :D
Ok... The vacations will end in about two and a half week...

This was all for now ;)
xoxo

Hey guys :))

So today our vacations started ;)
We had to go to school but only for 4 hours...
In the first two lessons we had our classteachers....
In the first lesson we had breakfast... It was very unorganized so that we hadn't much more than bread and jam, but it was reallyfunny to talk with our teacher and hang out ;)
In the second lesson we watched pictures from the last week and our trip to munich with our other teacher...
They are both so cool andI really will miss them... 
Espacially one of the both because he goes in pension so we won't see him anymore...

In the third and fourth lesson the two hand over us our witness :)
I was soooo happy because it is so good ;)
Also we made two t-shirts for our teachers with a foto of our class and a word they use so often underneath this.... They were so happy :D

AND my best friend will go to another school after our vacations so we had to cry so much... I didn't really know why, because she lives only one or two streets away but we can't see us in school and if I won't have so much time because of school we won't have enough time to see us...
I think that this is the cause that makes me really sad...

Ok that was all for now :)

xoxo 

Hey guys :)
I know I didn't post for a long time but there isn't so much to tell you...
This week wasn't so exciting :D
In school we didn't do nothing... In 12 days or something like that the vacations begin, so our teachers haven't so much desire to teach us anything... So we are watching films the whole day :D
I don't know why I am going to school for this instead of staying home...
I think I want to see my friends :P

But this week had two highlights :P 
Here in germany, and especially at our school, it is tradition that the high school seniors make some special things to annoy our teachers a little bit :D
So the last years this was really cool but this year it was a little bit unadventurous and borring...
But we hadn't school so i was very happy :D

This is all for now... You see it isn't very exciting but I wanted to let you know that I am still alive :D

xoxo Ana

Heey :)

So yesterday was a really funny day ;)
In the morning my family and I went shopping beause I had to search for a birthday present for a friend ;)
She celebrates her birthday on friday and I didn't had any idea :D So I bought a present and a deo and some bronzing powder for me :)
At 4pm my best friend came and we had sooooooooo much fun :)
We made some random pics, went to the supermarket to buy some chocolat and stuff like that, because we wanted to see a film later, and we wrote with a boy she is in love with :)))
It was sooo funny :) 
I love this girl so much and she is so important for me :D You can't imagine that...
If I cry because of a boy or something that happened in my life she always makes me laugh and helps me :)
I think everyone needs a friend like her ;)

Ok... that was all for now ;)

xoxo and stay cool :D

Hey guys :)

I want to ask you (the second or third time) what you want to hear next :D
I really want to become followers and I don't want you to get bored,
but I haven't much ideas.
I'm not creative in those things.
So please help me :D

xoxo

This is actually how I am....

For me it isn't easy to talk to people I don't really know and to trust them.

When my friends are telling me I'm beautiful I always think that they are lying.
I can't love and accept me like I am and I don't know why.

This is really hard for meand I wish that it could be differently....

Especially when someone talks about me... I always think that they don't like me and that they are

derisive about me and that hurts me every time....

And this is the second thing I want to tell you about me today...

I wrote about it a lot in German but for the people that can't understand it:
YES, I'M IN LOVE!

I always thought that this would be a good feeling and that it makes me happy,

but it is sooooo complicated...

I shouldn't love this person... It is tooo complicated and not possible that we can  going out with eachother...

I can't tell you why :D
There are a million boys I could fell in love with but my heart took this person... I can't understand this....

I don't want to borring you so I will stop telling you crazy things right now :D I onlywanted you to know more about me and my lifeand now you really do the weirdest thing :D

xoxo

Hey guys :)

Yesterday was such a wonderful day :) 
We don't have school today and tomorrow so I have a lot of time to "chill-out", 
also I have to study for my biologie-exam on thursday :D
So yesterday the sun had shine...
 I have to say that we have May and it is raining sooooo often
and it's very cold here, so I was so happy when I saw the sun yesterday :)
I was outside all day and ate ice and so on ;)
It was soooooooooooooo cool :D
But today the bad weather came back :(
It was very cold and windy and I sat inside all day wishing SUMMER...
I love the summer so much and last year at this time it was soooo warm :(((((

Ok... I had beefed enough now :D

I hope you had a great weekend ;)

xoxo